Raving-Soul-of-Gir

Though a year has past not much has changed though I wish it could have. I moved. Made some new friends. Trapped myself in an eternal on again off again lusting after someone and fwb situation. I haven't really even had time to work on any art because ever time I think that I'm motivated it disappears in a puff of smoke. Most of my time is wasted obsessing over how gorgeous I think my roommate is. Obviously I've never had this problem before, and most people would be like 'if you really want it go for it' but in truth I can't because I know he  for one has a really specific type that he goes for, so in that respect I'll never fit because I'm

I Have been working through some pretty big things in my life this year. Even with some of the best moments I've experienced so far in my life it still seems my inner demons have been seeping through and trying ruin all my efforts. I've had a job for going on a year here soon, but it's come to the point where I either need to get a raise (not being greedy it's just basic need that have to be met) or I'm going to have two jobs. Though I don't know how that will work being as I'm pretty lazy so more than likely a new job. Which brings me to an interview coming up this Thursday. I mean I will feel bad if I have to leave because yes I have made f

I think I need to update way more... though not many people look at my art... whatever it's still nice to get things off my chest here. Well firstly I'm really lost. Secondly I'm making money. Here let me explain so you won't be all confused. So I'm definitely not living with my padre anymore cause that was seemingly a mistake, then again this may be the biggest one of all. I thinking I should just revert into a rock because then I'd feel a bit ore useful even if I did get kicked around a lot. Then again that sounds like a normal day just being me. Damn. Well okay I'm living with my best friend right now and have been since October. She do