Okay all these games that have been played are done. I went full circle with that group of friends and now I feel free, and not sworn to one possy. I feel free to rome among the friends I have and not be tied down by worries and regrets. I don't have the constant feeling of having to look amazing, or worry about wearing make-up. This is me take it or leave it, and if you leave it i might cry but not too long, cause you'll soon leave my thoughts forever. I want to move away from this past life, where I was un-happy and glum. So as i say toodles to our past relation-shit, I'll say good-bye to you too...just for a while so I can forget any love we ever shared, and what little times we had were good, but never enough to satisfy. You are my friend, my protector, and my brother...I will always have a place for you in my heart, but never as special as whoever comes and replaces you. No more sadness, no more tears, and no more you and I. You ended this a while ago, but I'm finally letting you leave my heart, for as it is said..."If you love something let it go, and if it loves you the same it will come back to you."

Love until next time,

Dea H.